This isn't how it's meant to be running back and forth picking out clothes
Calloused tippy toes
Can't stay here but there's nowhere to go
Questions shoved in the closet like a child
Make 'em wait there for a little while
Can't avoid them for long
They always come out when i'm drunk
This isn't how it's meant to be
I don't wanna fight anymore
Mirrors always betray me
Labels don't feel right anymore
I'm only waiting painfully
This constant back and forth is a bore
This isn't how it's meant to be
I don't wanna fight anymore
Nothing feels quite right for me
Even how my voice sits in this song
I'm uncomfortable
Don't feel right but don't wanna be wrong
This isn't how it's meant to be
I don't wanna fight anymore
Mirrors always betray me
Labels don't feel right anymore
I'm only waiting painfully
This constant back and forth is a bore
This isn't how it's meant to be
I don't wanna fight anymore
I've been riding the metro north back and forth
I think change is a good thing, it just means your growing
Is it true to myself to keep things as they are?
I don't know, I don't know, all I know is
This isn't how it's meant to be
I don't wanna fight anymore
Mirrors always betray me
Labels don't feel right anymore
I'm only waiting painfully
This constant back and forth is a bore
This isn't how it's meant to be
I don't wanna fight anymore
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